The Bitch has spoken.....

What Comes After The Blues? From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (62 days old)

Well as I sit here and type I am blushing, something I wouldn't have imagined doing a few weeks ago given my recent breakup but here I am. The 'nasty breakup' has been buffered by the distraction … more

Echoes, Slience, Patience and Grace From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (79 days old)

I'm not depressed I don't think but it's not what I think that matters anymore these days according to the doctors anyway. I am apparently clinically depressed, induced by the tramua of a messy breaku… more

Good Times From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (193 days old)

Hey guys, it’s been a while since I last wrote anything down for you to read but I’ve been a busy lady of late, I think it’s what you kids would call a social life. Well I went and bagged myself I man… more

Nothing Left To Say But Goodbye From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (716 days old)

I attended my step dad's funeral the other day, the cancer finally took him. I was sitting outside the chapel of rest waiting for the previous party to leave and I was taken aback by how serene a grav… more

I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (764 days old)

Domestice abuse is a delicate subject to talk about I know but I feel I need to before I explode in frustration. The reason being is someone close to me who for obvious reasons I can't name is physica… more

To Dad, With Love From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (766 days old)

I had this over whelming urge to watch 'Santa Claus The Movie' last night, (for reasons I can't fathom) which led me to thinking about our family Christmas's. How we had the best-decorated house i… more

An Attempt to Tip the Scales From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (767 days old)

Slimfast or not to Slimfast that is the question. Well I have decided to take the bull by the horns and force myself to drink this so called miracle drink. It's clever really masquerading it's self as… more

Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (774 days old)

Well just as I get myself in a more happier optimistic place, life comes and throws one of them curves balls that are intentionally meant for knocking moi on my arse (not my first time either I'll hav… more

The Longest Day From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (776 days old)

I can't believe how stressful my day has been and all over a bloody outdoor aerial! Well it all started when yet again my freeview box came up with the message 'no channels located please check your a… more

The Trick Is To Keep Breathing From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (779 days old)

My latest diatribe today is about prams and shopping, the two don't mix and who ever thought it was a motherly duty relished by the female species are seriously deluded. The novelty of taking the chil… more

The Song Remains The Same From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (783 days old)

Do you ever get one of those days where you hear a song and for the life of you can't name it's title or Artist? Well I had one of them days yesterday. I had been humming a tune all day (as I … more

With Tired Eyes, Mind and Soul I Slept From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (785 days old)

As I type I can’t help but chuckle to myself because what I’m about to share with your guys is a typical ‘Rachel’ fiasco moment (there will be a lot of these rest assured so watch out) Thinking about … more

I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (788 days old)

There I was minding my own business walking my son to nursery this morning and out of nowhere I had the warmest feeling of contentment wash over me. Where it came from I'm not exactly sure (given … more

A Little Worse For Wear An Tear From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (789 days old)

Currently at this moment in time I'm feeling somewhat sorry for myself because yet again I've gone and injured myself. I am a walking advertisement for accidents waiting to happen let me assure you an… more

With Arms Outstretched From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (790 days old)

I was looking through some old photo's of my mum and dad today. I don't know what propelled me I just felt the need to escape back to a happier time. Everything going on with my mum lately has made me… more

High Anxiety From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

I really don't know where to start with my latest blog because how do you talk about the impending death of your mother, your kin your maker? I want to purge my fears and concerns but for some reason … more

Parental Discretion From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

How annoying are people when they presume they know best and tell you how to raise your child? I never realised how irritating this was til last week, don't get me wrong am all for advice if and w… more

Sad Songs for Dirty Lovers From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

All this angst and worry I've been through with my friends over the last few months is finally drawing to a close all skeletons have fallen from their closet bar a few but that remains to be seen. … more

The Truth Doesn't Make A Noise From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

Ding, ding round one. Yes you've guessed it, the shit has well and truly hit the fan and for the first time in a long time I don't give a rat's arse. This is the most pathetic excuse for a group o… more

Use Your Disillusion From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

Today I am annoyed and not just on a whim kind of annoyed but that slow burning takes it's time to kindle kind of annoyed and I can't believe it's taken me this long to realise why I am annoyed. I… more

Chocolate Or Men From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

I had an epiphany in work while in the canteen today, I have decided men (particually the bad boys) are like chocolate, delightfully sinful. I'm being serious, when a woman is on a diet chocolate i… more

I've Gotta Have Faith From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

I've been doing a bit of soul searching of late, philosophically minded you might say. Questioning my beliefs and what the hell my purpose in life is but that's just it… Why am I here? I think in … more

Sleeping Arrangements From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

I was thinking about this last night about how beneficial really are friends when it comes to the 'sex' with no strings attached? The thing is sex is never casual no matter how it occurs but what … more

High Risk Behaviour From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

Finally peace and harmony has been restored to this group of reprobates I like to call my friends for now anyways and all it took was a little honesty. I'd like to say that's what it was but lets … more

Locked Hearts and Hand Grenades From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

Well the shit has finally come full circle, all scecrets and lies once hidden are all now public knowledge and to the embarrasment of a good friend of mine. What once was a pot waiting to boil ove… more

Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

It's official I'm turning into my mother (shock horror) but what more can you expect from a pig than a grunt. It's quite embarrassing really because everything I loathe in my mother is now taking … more

Appetite For Destruction From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

Well… slowly but surely the group is disintegrating into pieces, killed off by it's own secrets and lies. I knew this would happen and it's not even a case of I told you so, it's a bit sad really … more

some you give away From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

Not that I'm a person that moans a lot (who am I kidding) but I'm sick of certain friends at the moment, it might sound harsh but it's true. All they ever do is bitch and fight between each other, … more

In A Family Way From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

To be honest this isn't where I want to have my personal life played out in front of me but I really need to purge. Currently my brother and I are not speaking because he believes his recent actions w… more

Ashes of Dreams You Let Die From blondiebear07 in This Place Is Inconvenient For My Name (794 days old)

Bored to buggery I am, with life, work even the child has lost his lustre in the grand scheme of things and to sum it up this little antidote says it all "Perfection obtained is a discomforting state.… more